Monkey and Doggy.

My working partner and best frd, 4, gives me some Youtube links tonite. I cant help to watch all the clips there.

The clips r not erotic (though we both like to watch), not design stuffs (for our works), but, lovely animals (yes, both of us love pets so much that we can be good partners, and yes, he's a cat lover and i am a doggy slave for life).









From Monkey and Doggy, I find love, wit and dignity there.

For the one whose hard working, witty and lovely.

Mind reading.

The vivid one asks why I always ask what's in front of her sight, what she looks at now, how she's thinking now, what's coming across her now. And I fell into deep thought, about "why I ask her", this question.

And I re-confirm again that, if this kind of curiosity left me, all my ability to think, to write and to create will leave me all at once. When the curiosity left and I am nobody then.

To read a book, to watch a movie, to listen to music, to look at a drawing, to praise some graphix, all those above mentioned activities, for me, comes from my curiosity to read others' mind. Yes, mind reading.

Everyone has his own 2 eyes and 1 brain. I not only care my own perceptions, but also others, for i can communicate better wif the one I want to communicate better.

And I must state clearly that, I will just ask this kind of question to someone I rate high.

人太多，時間太少。

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By the way, it's a big blow, and i am quite stupid enough. U know what I mean.

Bloghead.

Listening to some of Travis & Radiohead's songs when I am working on my bloghead tonite, sad actually I can't hide.

Scenes just float and float.

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I am used to use "*******" as the break up of paragraph, actually there's some meaning for me. I have a tattoo on my right hand that I made with her in the past, apart from my others tattoos on both arms.

Yes, I love tatteo so much when I was young. Yes, my dad is a royal navy member, and I have an old-fashion-anchor tattoo on my right arm that I made it once I grad from U.

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There are some asked what's the meaning of my blog's name. It used to be just "Trashy Fiction", coz I wrote so many trashy things here, some real some fake (and I won't tell u which is which).

Now is "Half Past Seven". Apart from the meaning of the morning time 730am that I remember clearly till now, as it's the time I have to wake when I was young and studing, it also means there's already few people passed me already, that I have to run faster, to catch up with them, and to win them. Yes, I am 7.

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Ok, I finished the new blog heading now. I am using Mac on Firefox browser and I can see clearly the blog heading with no problem at all. But I want to know if u who use PC's IE, Firefox etc can view it with no problem or not. So, pls drop a message here if u can't see the above heading clearly (and pls state what computer u r using if u fail to, and what browser u r using, thank you).
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Tonite is another unstable nite for me. I re-hurt my back again when I moved books in the book exhibition yesterday. I am unstable that one of u know well what's the reason behind. At least I am glad I am still young to have such feeling.

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There's only 14 days left for the arrival of that day. And every day of mine will be changed from that day.

My Carter on 20/07/06.

Ok, let me update all of u, about one of my beloved boy boy carter, when I came back from my exhausted day of the book exhibition. Hope all of u who love Carter and wish him well, enjoy the followings.

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Car: " Pa, U went back so late and wake me from the cage, only for u to take this pix? Come on, be mature ok? U can see my rear legs still r not that strong ma...And where's the chicken rice u promised to cook me, huh?"
Me: "......."

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Car: " I am really sleepy la...Give me a break..."
Me: "okok..."

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Car: "Ok, after pa, it's u disturb my sleep...Ok la, Cur..."
Cur: "I miss u bro bro...Do u know how I miss u?"

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My idol (I rate his hair style more than his brain, stylish, to be precise): "Miracle, miracle. Carter's recovery is a lovely miracle that I never can predict. But he really needs more rest, that I can predict, and I won't be wrong."
Car: "zzzzzzz...zzzzzzz..."

Must sleep la.

Seems u r not good enough to wake again at midnite.

And I am not a hacker.

Scars on the tough.

Carter shows he's a lovely tough boy now. Today he can swing his tail a little bit when I visit him. I got known why parents break into tears when they look at their son's first walking finally.

Look at the scars, it's almost 7 inches. For Carter's whole length just 30 inches, it's 1/4 of his body. U can imagine how big and serious the operation for him.

Carter boy, no need to be shy coz your long smart hairs all shaved for operation, Curtis and any other doggy boy wont laugh at u anyway.

For tough boy is cool enough, and for the witty doc also told me u r the most handsome one, and I believe in what the witty doc said.

Hope u know what is real.

Zidane is the modern time football king, I mean, for our age that all born in the 70's.

His headbutt dont deduct his marks from mine, actually, that add marks on the contrary.

Read what he said towards the camera, where hundreds of thousands of people r watching him:

"I am a man and some words are harder to hear than actions. I would have rather been knocked down than hear that."

Those words r real bad words towards his mum and sis. And Zidane is a hero for me.

If I was him, headbutt was not headbutt but punch, punch to Materazzi's mouth already.

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And I hope someone will know what's the meaning of real now, I mean, the real me.

In my unstable nite, Curtis sleep like this.

I am unstable, Curtis is unstable (coz he misses Carter so much that eat and drink little all this week, silly boy). And he sleeps besides me like this when I am writing, working and waiting.

A room with a view.

That's the view when I am working at workshop. And I am not staring at James Jarvis dolly or Playmobil dolly, but the lovely dachshund one, and missing Carter.

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Quite a lot of frds sms or phone me to ask abt Carter latest updated. I am really happy to know that quite a lot of persons love my boy. But everytime I just reply in a quite rude tone (no matter sms or phone conversation) that I must say sorry here. I am really not into the mood to speak the whole stuff in a well-presented, or upbeat mood. Coz it isn't.

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I will take Carter back to my home tmr, no matter he will walk again or not. That's what I wanna do and he want me to do I know well. Curtis misses him so much, I miss him so much, my sofa misses him so much, my bed misses him so much, and Carter misses all too much, too.

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Have to back to work now, our next book is coming that I can't stop working hard. Time waits no man, I dont know when I can't walk, or can't write again. And I am waiting to read some more w & p words, to calm me down when I am not.

Bless Carter, pls.

Yesterday late nite, I am grateful they said the operation is successful.
Today, I got known Carter may not walk again.

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Yes, life is not easy at all.

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What r u doing Before Sunset?

Before Sunrise is a film over 10 years (1995) ago already. Ethan Hawke and Julie Delpy, both my fav actor and actress, starred in it. I remember clearly this film didn't show in HK's cinema (and i remember just film festival some years later showed it, for just 1 or 2 times). But it's Richard Linklater's work, that I have bought the DVD once it's available from amazon in those old year.

It's not a good film actually, pretend to be romantic, pretend to be artisic, but it's just a youth love-affair melodrama.

Before Sunset is totally not in the same class. After 10 yrs, Richard Linklater is grown now, is old now, knows how the world move clearly now. And he shoots a modern time classic love film this time, in 2004.

I have no intention to discuss about how good Ethan and Julie act, how good Kim Krizan co-write the script, how good the camera works, and how good the music scores.

I just wanna highlight that, after only 80 mins (i forget how long this film exactly, but I remember well, it's a short film), the ending of the film just so perfect: subtle, gentle, laid-back, and u will remember lifelong coz everyone experience that moment.

My words can't describe well i am sorry. So pls take a look at the following clips (in sequel pls).

And this is the only film I watched alone in a proper cinema, after she left me. And it's a 2004 film already.