Just broad our 747.

The old days r all past now. I am glad I can overcome everything, even though some are real hard to take.

Bad wordings still wandering inside my mind, but I won't try to delect something that I have no ability to delect. I always say, there are so many cockroaches in the world, I won't kill them all b4 I sleep sweet, even though they are so annoying, coz I know I can't. I use my old method to go through all: teeth bites hard. It's the best way, and let time tells others.

N still stays not wise enough that I worry the most, G back HK and enjoying her new life that's good, T works hard for her future, M is not that happy if i don't get it wrong, I's body and mind both suffering recently (of coz I want her relax and enjoy), K always sound fresh and clear in mind that's fine.

No matter what bad time I gave them or they gave me, they r still good important frds for me, that I treasure.

My best frd and I both love aeroplane, especially the jumbo 747, and so make this logo for ourselves. Yes, it represents us 2. No luggage and hand-carry pls. Don't worry where we will go finally. Just broad it. Enjoy your own trip, just like I enjoy mine.

I go to Warehouse with Mr.Rice & Mr.Baker tonite.

Warehouse is not a good place, it contains so many things inside, some even u won't expect.

In the 1st night of my long holiday, I go to N's dad's warehouse alone (which we store our unused stuffs there), after watching my team Hotspur's north-london-derby draw with Arsenal (My team should win it, holy!).

The warehouse locates in somewhere so far away, I have gone there totally third time already but still have to check the map to arrive. It's inside a old broken industrial building. I remember the first time I go there with my frd Detective(he's a man with the same age to me, i.e. over 30 already), he rushed away coz he think there's ghost inside the old building and he's frightened (at over 30 still feel scared, u will know how bad there is). At the end, that's a building u won't want to visit, once u have visited.

But I have to go. I want to pick out some old books, old winter clothings and some sneakers I love so much in the past.

From the boxes that we wrote stupid words on top, I not only pick out the stuffs, I pick out emotions of the past at the same time. Everything seems just like being packed and stored inside there seconds ago. Old clothings seems still warm. Time seems freezed inside the warehouse, like it's 2003 or even older.

So, this time, I start to like this old broken building--at least it treasures everything old, and keep them silently in good condition.

When I am inside the warehouse, my iPod gives me Damien Rice's "Cheers Darlin", and when I am on the way home, it gives me Chet Baker's "The Thrill Is Gone". My iPod always shuffles songs wisely.

I want being in holiday to be my life-long job.

你看過了許多美景
你看過了許多美女
你迷失在地圖上每一道短暫的光陰

你品嚐了夜的巴黎
你踏過下雪的北京
你熟季書本裡每一句你最愛的真理

卻說不出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在哪一種場合我曾讓你動心
說不出離開的原因

你累計了許多飛行
你用心挑選紀念品
你蒐集了地圖上每一次的風和日麗

你擁抱熱情的島嶼
你埋葬記憶的土耳其
你流連電影裡美麗的不真實的場景

卻說不出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在哪一種場合我曾讓你分心
說不出旅行的意義

你勉強說出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在哪一種場合我曾讓你分心
說不出離開的原因

勉強說出你為我寄出的每一封信
都是你離開的原因
你離開我
就是旅行的意義

My iPod 3G.

I am an iPod-mania, just like many of my friends. Steve Jobs is not only the cleverest businessman/artist I ever get known, but also my biggest idol. We not only use iPod just for listening songs, we treasure it, coz it's the identity card for the "Jobs religion".

When iPod 5G (i.e. the one with bigger and better monitor, and can play video) launched last 2 weeks, I have planned to sell my old 3G (which is a gift to me by N in 2003) and buy the new thinner and better one. At the end, I changed my mind, and find that I just love my old one.

Something, like songs, movies, clothes, wordings, furniture as well as gadgets, locks a page of your history. I don't mean I miss that particular period of time and want to chase it back, I don't and I can't. Just that, my old iPod locks some happiness and so it is not only an iPod now. I don't know if u all understand that, maybe I am writing not precise enough here.

When Apple introduced iPod 1G, some reporter asked Steve Jobs: "Why your new little toy get scars on it so easily?"
Steve Jobs answered witty and precisely: "When you buy it, it's your little toy then. The scars on it, are the history only between u and him. Who other cares?"
That's it.

My long-awaited holiday comes next week. I want to spend all the time for the 4-doggies-reunion, with music from my old little toy.

A real good show.

Comedian is the best job, coz he can look at people's happiness when he's earning a living. U work hard, they laugh hard, and u r happy in return. What else is better than that in the world?

I join a really good show tonite, that can let me meet all old frds and mentors and relax for some time. I can feel everyone is really happy there. Even the air smile when u breath them in. And I see love there. That's something we missed out unintentionally.

A good nite let me think of many important things, a good nite I won't forget. 20/10/05.

Winning Eleven, a love story.

Hope what I am working hard now, will be listened by all of u in the coming january.

An important trip.

Someday in the past we failed with our trip, we go again. And there's so many happened to us during this trip, we must be enjoying.

My best frd and I go to that somewhere at morning, the day b4 we just have some 3 hrs sleeping time. Tired body wont disturb us for our long-expected new beginning. We go for our future, just like we can forgone everyone and everything in the past, only for a new chance and a new place to visit. It's a road movie for us 2. I love road movie when I am young.

After so many happened to us in our trip, we got some rest for about 1.5 hrs with 221182. They are good persons too. We enjoy our time very very much. Then we continue our trip. It's 20 hrs non-stop trip. We walk, walk and walk. We did many and forget a whole lot many. That's the main purpose of the trip. Then, we are totally new persons now.

Hello all, nice to meet u.

Free will.

Free will is a religious term that I learned from my university class. And yes, everyone of us has the free will, that we can choose to do things we want (no matter it's morally wrong), and don't do something we hate (no matter it's morally so right).

I treasure my own free will more and more when I am older. There's no point to push myself to do something I don't want. And my time should be used on something I want and enjoy, on the condition that I don't disturb others. I believe it deep as my own norm.

Tomorrow I will be in somewhere u won't know. It's the beginning of a new trip of mine. A totally new trip, that happened to me so fast I never predict it will happen. It's good for me and my future. A totally new way of thinking.

I must thank, yes, I really must thank someone who think me as some naive animal. For without that one, the new good trip will never happened to me.

The world is somewhere bitter. But we have the free will to leave that part and try other taste.

Doggy and money.

Pls remember there's only 2 things around u, which will never lie to u.

1, Doggy,

2, Money.

I only trust them, and I only love them.

I hope boys will play together very soon. They r just lovely and important to me.

P.S. N, pls pick rightly, don't trust so easily. Cas and Ces are besides u, they are trustworthy. Hope u are well.

September ends, then October comes, naturally.

Friends told me from tomorrow on, the temperature will be lower a lot. Of coz I am glad if what they said are true. At least it will bring me back the autumn. I hate the hot september.

Many changes for me recently. No good or bad inside, changes are just changes. I am much stable as a person finally.

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Want to write more, but I think and think, then find that nothing worth to write. Hope everyone is happy. Next time, when I don't know what to write, I post lovely Carter and Curtis pix, ok?