24 yrs ago, 3 yrs ago & 5 mths afterwards.

I final bought what I want, 24 yrs later (I placed No.2 the blue one in the middle, coz I love and role play him the most when I was young).



They made their poses so hard, that touch me so much I must admit.



Days Of Being Wild. When can days of being wild end?



Yes, I remember tonite, that I miss u so so much that I dont realize b4.


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My dad left my mum when i was very young, but my childhood was still being linked with my dad's big sister's home for almost every week. My dad's big sister has 2 sons and 2 daughters (they r older than me for over 10 years, it may be difficult to understand, but simply, they r my cousins).

Every sunday we would go to their home, to watch cartoons and SFX, and i would told them i love 五勇士 the most coz 五勇士 has team work concept (of coz 五勇士 need team work as they have 5 members) and cousins and my little bro and me would play the role play game (my cousins, of coz, being the monsters, the eight-yr-old me is one of 五勇士, and my little bro, which was just 3 yrs old, is another 五勇士).

I remember clearly how was the scene of those days. We watched SFX on TV, then play, then dine with my dad's big sister and her husband and my cousins their whole family, there's always fried chicken coz they know i like it. We dined in their old house (which need to walk for 6 floors that's too much for a child i think), then go back home with my mum and little bro.

I go to Wanchai today, and buy 五勇士 figures. It's cheap and low tech and very plastic, that my working partner asked me why I bought them, but i just love 五勇士. All my memory comes back.

That's one of my beloved scene when I was very young, in 24 yrs ago.

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I still remember where i was and what i heard, on 1/4/2003, around 7pm.

I was shopping at i.t Style House with N, N was picking somethings with me and received a phone call from her little bro, they talked loudly then. At the same time, I listened to some bad news from shop staffs' chatting, Lesile Cheung committed suicide and passed away. And then I find N's bro told her this at the same time, coz N is a big fan of L.

I can't deny, I am a fan of L. If all of yr ex r big fans of him, how can u not be affected? And when u watched "Days Og Being Wild", apart from that last 5 minutes Tony Leung's solo, how can u not love L, for those previous 85 mins?

L is so brave as a person, that i haven't start writing blog 3 yrs before, that I must write down now. A superstar, handsome, act great, has great taste, dressed well always, with lots of money, and still comes out to admit he's gay. What other can I ask for an idol?

I remember that nite in 3 yrs ago, radio broadcasted all his songs whole nite. I can't sleep well that whole nite. I sms to all my ex who likes him. I even planed to go visit his big expensive house with N the other morning.

3 yrs ago, at nite, I non-stop listen to L's old songs. Tonite, I still listen non-stop to his old songs. That's "classic", for I know the meaning of this word, I must mention it now, just to remind all of u.

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Sometimes wordings from SMS do affects me.

I received N's SMS today. "Just to tell u that, I will got marry at XX Sept, 06".

That's the date around her b-day. Sorry, no, her b-day is not what I wanna write down here.

Do i feel sad? Do I feel grateful for her? Well, I dont know. The point is, I just dont know how to react. My whole body just dont know how to react.

I mean, I still greet her by sms, in a polite way. But then, I dont know how to react within myself.

N is the one lived with me from I was 25 to I was 31, for over 5 yrs. Live together means sleep together everynite for over 1800 days, face the days with her for over 1800 days. All my frds think she will be with me for my remaining life, even my mum think so. It's not that easy and simple I can tell u.

And I got her sms today. A sms I never want to receive (but that of coz, I can't stop when I am receiving).

Another story starts 5 mths afterwards. Hope N all the best. And I am 33 now.